pastel ghost - clouds (speed up)

Thinking of you I lie awake
Longing to suffocate
Spilling my tears as you turn away
Light cast onto a memory
Darkens the scenery
I can’t know you the way you know me
Visions of you through clouds of smoke
Inhale until I choke
Filling my lungs but now I’m alone
Cold as an emptiness consumes
Rain dripping in my wounds
You don’t want me the way I want you