Billie Eilish - Male Fantasy

Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy

'Cause I loved you then
And I love you now and I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know
When nobody else comes around